well, i went to la on a whim. it was AWESOME. i learned about so much there. i wish i were 21 when i was there, but im still happy nonetheless. it opened my eyes to a lot of things, and made my dreams mean much more to me than i could ever imagine. i am pretty thankful for the amount of luck and encouragement i am getting from my friends for my future plans. i just wish i had my parents’ consent for this future i have mapped out. i’ll be back for you soon, los angeles. thanks for whoever posted this question. it makes me remember who i am and who i want to be.